Erotic Liberation & Power Reclamation
Shamanic Kink & Conscious BDSM Sessions for Your Soul's Evolution
Hello Sacred Soul
This is your formal and delicious invitation to bare your soul.
To bring forth all that haunts you. That tortures and torments you... the longings, the shame, the unfulfilled desires, the vulnerabilities, the tears that have been held back, the wails that have never been heard, the cries of ecstasy that you've only dreamed were possible...
This is the space where all of you is welcome. The nasty, the tender, the shameful, the forbidden.
Here we get to unearth truths long hidden, desires banished lifetimes ago... the lost parts of ourselves we thought we'd never see or feel again.
This is about unlocking the shackles of shame, constraint & limitation imposed by family, culture, religion, our relationships or ourselves...
Here you get to be held in the most wild, frenzied and fragile parts of you - the unexplored and the fantasized...
Here we dance with the light and dark, paint with all the colors, and paint outside the lines others told us to follow. Here we reach deep within, unfreezing our numbness, grabbing ahold of our wild aliveness & most authentic truth in ways that evoke transcendental awe & gratitude for this precious gift of life.
THIS is POWER RECLAMATION. THIS is SOUL RETRIEVAL. This is COMING FULLY FUCKING ALIVE.
Welcome. I'm glad you're here.
I'm Haazel
But you may call me, Priestess, Goddess, Madame, Mistress, Mommy... maybe even Daddy, we'll see what feels right... wink wink. I'm here to serve your liberation & erotic awakening. I'm an attuned, caring Domme, that desires your highest & greatest good.
As a Shamanic Dominatrix - I'm a sensual & saucy shapeshifter, with a playful, primal and grounding presence, and a penchant for heart healing, shadow work, ferocious love, the taboo, soulgasmic bliss, & awakening you to your full power.
I can hold you in the depths of the ugly & uncomfortable, the terrifyingly beautiful throws of ecstatic rapture, in the anguish of old wounds healing, in the grief you buried and forgot about that is asking for your full and total surrender, for a true soul cleansing. I can hold you in the full spectrum of your experience, because I've held myself there. And if you don't know how to get to those places on your own, that is also why I am here. We can journey together, and I love to lead you into a place where you can meet yourself more deeply than ever before.
My biggest turn-on is seeing you in your full power & aliveness, liberated from shame, old patterns, & inauthenticity... Seeing you thrive in all your glory - in loving acceptance of the sacred wholeness that is you.
Welcome to the threshold of becoming your truest, sexiest & most fulfilled self.
My Ethos 🔥
what is shamanic kink?
In Shamanic Kink, we are concocting erotic experiences to heal & evolve our soul, using these 3 main ingredients.
- Role-Play
- Sensation
- Power Dynamics
Many people use the word "kink" to refer to "things they wouldn't do." Makes sense -- kinks are often reflective of something the collective consciousness "rejects" or "disapproves of" in someway... something taboo.
When we have a kink, there may be some kind of inner conflict associated with it. Usually this is because there is some kind of a disowned desire that hasn't yet found its exalted expression. Kinks are generally erotic & arousing because there is trapped life-force within them, yearning to break free.
Often, but not always, these disowned desires can be connected to trauma, abuse or ways we may have been emotionally, physically or spiritually injured in the past. Sometimes this connection is obvious and other times it is very subtle and slowly reveals itself over time. These traumas or woundings could be familial, religious, ancestral, cultural or sociological/systemic in nature. In my eyes, kinks are not wrong or bad, even though they can often carry a weight of societal guilt and can be shrouded in shame, fear or disgust.
Kinks are messengers from our soul, pointing us toward healing, greater alignment, fulfillment, authenticity, power, love & self-realization.
In shamanic kink sessions with me, we unearth what these soul messengers (AKA kinks) have to teach us. This is not done through the rational conscious mind, but rather through working with the subconscious, altered states, the the body, the emotions, pleasure, arousal, and the nervous system. And it gets to be fun, hot, sexy, beautiful, deep, raw, challenging, edgy, juicy, emotional, and erotic!
Reclaiming & integrating these rejected parts and expressions of ourselves, we get access to more freedom, self-expression, self-acceptance, pleasure, integrity and vitality.
What do you mean shamanic?
We are often playing with archetypal energies & wounds, that live in the collective consciousness. When we are doing shamanic kink, we are not only working on a personal level, but we are also working in the field of human consciousness that goes beyond the egoic self.
We are working on many levels and dimensions simultaneously, in the "quantum realm," in a state of consciousness that acknowledges the inherent interconnectedness of all things - working in the realm of Spirit.
Through the activation of sacred space & erotic energy, and through the use of invocations, intention, sensation, imaginal technologies, & trance states, we can journey into non-ordinary states of consciousness, into other dimensions of space-time, where we can heal at some of the deepest levels.
What happens in a session?
Pre-Session:
Before we begin, we will do a comprehensive online intake call. We will discuss intentions, desires, fears, boundaries, limits, turn-ons, trauma history, aftercare, and explore possible scenes, types of play, roles and dynamics.
Session:
Sessions begin with grounding and setting sacred space, with an opening prayer/invocation.
After sacred space has been opened, we will again discuss intentions, desires, fear, boundaries... and begin to co-create the session, by discussing the scenes or dynamics we want to explore.
Once we are grounded, clear, & synchronized, we will transition to whatever scenes or explorations we have negotiated.
Some sessions will have multiple "mini-scenes" or chapters... Other sessions will have one pervasive theme, that is explored for the duration of the session.
Toward the end of the session, there will be time for aftercare, nervous system down-regulation, and time to share reflections. To complete the session, we will close sacred space with a prayer/invocation, and perform an energy cleansing.
Post-Session Integration:
Within 10 days of our session, we have a follow-up 30-minute video call, for you to share anything on your heart, to verbally process and integrate the experience and to receive any additional support, reflections or non-physical aftercare you may desire. Additional integration support may be negotiated.
FORMAT
Dip your toes in or deep dive. The choice is yours. You've been suppressing long enough, indulge yourself. 💦
Sessions are 3 hours long, hosted in Seattle. Day retreats are 8 hours.